Impact"

Hey,

I guess no one reads this blog anymore. So I am just gonna write all my stuff here to prevent me from forgetting. Many things happened. Though not much since the last post. Its 14 of January 2010 at around 10 o'clock at night. I had a conversation with someone which made me to write this post.

To conclude the conversation, I had got the full impact of truth. To know my chances and all the while where I am standing. Looking at the positive side, things are clear now. But I also got the cruel truth and how she thought about the matter. I really want to ask this, "Have you even realize that I am so deep into this? How can you suggest me to move on? Is fair really that important to you? Is that why you are still talking to me despite the awkwardness?" I don't mean to hurt your feelings but I just want to know.

There is also a really nice song that I found. "Lullaby" by Chase Coy. Is is just so nice with lyrics that fits just perfectly right. The chorus are:

" So tonight,

Sweet dreams and sleep tight,

I've been trying to hard,

Can't get you out of my mind,

And if this is how it has to be,

Just promise you won't forget me,

And I'll leave you with this lullaby,

Tonight.."

I am stuck to it now and dunno till when..