Poetry

Hello!

I am just going to continue posting stuff on this page although I know no one reads it. :D

This time I am going to post a poetry I wrote in respond to Christina Rossetti's De PROFUNDIS. I admit its not a good poem, but this is what I wrote:

Here I stand, on a crowded street,

Look up and stare, the clouded sky;

Listen to my every heartbeat,

Which filled with lies.

What is a life without a lie,

Here I stand, questioning myself;

Here beside me, no one stands by,

Loneliness, cuffed.

Put my specs on and try to see,

But yet I still wonder at times;

Try to escape but I can’t flee,

Fate, sour as lime.

Like a salesman selling products,

A road many failed to achieve;

Yet here I travel, without luck,

In hope, a shift. `

The stars may be far ‘way from me,

But perfection ain’t what I seek;

Errors and faults are meant to be,

A life, I seek.

Impact"

Hey,

I guess no one reads this blog anymore. So I am just gonna write all my stuff here to prevent me from forgetting. Many things happened. Though not much since the last post. Its 14 of January 2010 at around 10 o'clock at night. I had a conversation with someone which made me to write this post.

To conclude the conversation, I had got the full impact of truth. To know my chances and all the while where I am standing. Looking at the positive side, things are clear now. But I also got the cruel truth and how she thought about the matter. I really want to ask this, "Have you even realize that I am so deep into this? How can you suggest me to move on? Is fair really that important to you? Is that why you are still talking to me despite the awkwardness?" I don't mean to hurt your feelings but I just want to know.

There is also a really nice song that I found. "Lullaby" by Chase Coy. Is is just so nice with lyrics that fits just perfectly right. The chorus are:

" So tonight,

Sweet dreams and sleep tight,

I've been trying to hard,

Can't get you out of my mind,

And if this is how it has to be,

Just promise you won't forget me,

And I'll leave you with this lullaby,

Tonight.."

I am stuck to it now and dunno till when..

Long Time Gone..

Hi..

I wonder what am I doing here? Trying to write something? Hahaha.. Or maybe because I just only remembered my password for this account..

Well, for the long period of time, things have really gone fast. Too many things to say. So to conclude, in 2009, in Sunway International School, I've made a bunch of really good friends. Stephanie, Paul, Naufal, Andrew, Ian, Evan and many more people. Actually, in SIS you cant really not find a friend. First, the population is small, and moreover, everyone is kind and friendly. Thanks guys, I really appreciate your support for me though I know sometimes I am a jerk. I think many people that know me well know this fact very well. I am selfish, a big liar, and a very jealous ass.. I know, I suck.. But I am trying to change.. Don't know if it will work, but at least I tried.

Well, besides friends, there are also many things that happened. Such as? Cant really explain, but I guess my friends probably know it already. The "ahem"! LOL.. And also, I realize that everyone that I had encountered made a chapter in my life. Some that made me love, some that made me become responsible, some that made me care and many other more. Again Thanks You and Sorry if I was a heartless jack*ss before.

Also, I know it sounds gay. But I really miss my old friends. CheeKeen, Rushan. ChiaLoon, Nicholas, ChoonYit, KahJo. Those retard but really fun things that we used to do. Hahaha.. Hope we can hang out one day.

Finally, if you are reading this, please kindly leave your name on the cbox yea! Thanks and Sorry.